I've been thinking about what to write since Monday, and it's already Friday and I still don't know which one to share. #sigh.
Anyhoo, I've decided to share my love story with you as February is the month of love. And guess what, I think I will make this a series.
So, welcome to the series where I talk about Love and everything In-between.
Today's letter is expected to be flawless, concise, spectacular, and emotive. I hope you convey all of the intended emotions.
They claim that love is complex. That is the complexity contained in the feelings that enter the brain and flow into the heart, but his definition does not leave the lips of the person in love.
They say love makes you do crazy things, crazy things that makes your heart sing to the melody of the profound sound that rings in your ear.
They say that love is patient, kind, does not envy, and does not boast, but no offense because I found the love of my life. Not simply I love you or you love me, but we are one thing, in love, drenched with love. So I'd rather stay here because love without you is dishonest.
I'm reading the Book of the Bible titled after your name. Thank goodness you know your name, since I won't tell anyone until the day when we send out cards with our names printed on them. So, let me tell you what I've learned thus far: Jesus has been since the beginning, and He represents God's wisdom, understanding, favor, grace, and mercy to humanity. He is the monarch who reigns eternally, witnessing the demise of kings and kingdoms. That's all before anyone guesses your name.
Can you imagine? I have fallen deeply in love with you. When I think about you, my heart jumps with joy. You've got me in a chokehold. It's giving #StopitIlikeit.
What people don't know is that you are my biggest supporter, my number one fan, and a big fan of what I do. It's great how you encourage and support me. On the days when I would cry over the phone out of frustration, you were always there to remind me that I am just going through a process that I will get through. You remind me of my inner strength and how much you believe in me. How sweet of you!!
I remember sending you pictures of me, and I was like, "The picture looks blank without you in it," but you said to focus on the big picture. What makes a big picture if not you?
I looked at the pictures you sent to my inbox and I smile, like, "Why are you so cute, my babyyyy?"
This is what love looks like: getting random pictures from someone who cares a lot about you.
Sometimes I remember your face and the way you laughed and giggled during our discussions. The jokes we tell, and how I make you laugh with my stupid jokes and funny responses. I recall the days when it was just us, me and you, chatting, laughing out loud, swapping jokes, and getting by on "ooh boy, laugh, wan kill me, oh."
It's wonderful to learn that my heart has a folder for all of those lovely photos and videos of you. Every exceptional and wonderful moment I have with you is valuable.
For every time we talk about life, ambition or ministry, I recall how excited you were. I remember how you lit up every conversation; what it looked like the first time I envisioned having you as a partner, and you said; the two of us together as partners would be powerful and beautiful, we would create magic together, I remember and I couldn't stop thinking about it, the way my heart did tirinrin when you said that. Gooooddd!!! It was gold.
I realized that as long as I am with you, I will be happy forever.
Or is it how you compliment me? Your heartfelt compliments are enough to sustain me throughout the day.
I will never forget the day you told me my new braids were larger and longer. That you loved the vibes it gave and how gorgeous I looked, you kept on complimenting me and telling me how beautiful I looked. You were the last person I anticipated that from. If only you could see how proudly I flaunted that hairstyle in front of my friends after receiving your compliment. Guyyy Lolzz
How about my fashion sense? The way you appreciate my outfit makes me happy. Do you remember the gown you couldn't stop talking about? You even set it as your screen saver, remember? I nearly wore it to bed. #smilingasafinishedbabe
I know, lmaooo, I am a finished lady. I agree!! I want to remain a finished lady in Love with you.
When I hear the phrase 'there's love at home,' I think of times when you lived up to its meaning. I think of you as home, a place where I can be vulnerable without fear of being judged.
I like how you pay attention to even the smallest details about me. You notice when I gain weight, become fairer, or grow taller, as well as when I am unhappy, weary, furious, frustrated, joyful, or any other emotion. I really love you for that and more!
It took many hours of envisioning and dreaming to come up with this. It clearly shows that I have a brilliant mind! #hoplessromantic
The truth is that I've never experienced a quarter of this in my life. I'm anticipating to have something as wonderful as everything in this piece and more. #fingerscrossed
But until then, I'll lie in bed alone and write about how I'll wait for you. I will continue to write a wishlist of everything I want to experience with love while waiting patiently for you.
If I were to describe your appearance, I would say you resemble a star—the Sun of the Son. I would gain energy simply from the light that you shine on me.
I am expecting you to arrive in a grand style, well exceeding my pretty limited Imagination. I'm hoping you'll be able to tell me about the whispering of your heart in the openness of the city—the great city—our new home. I'm hoping you'll tell me how much you've wanted to meet me.
I'm waiting for you to confirm that you've also been waiting. You've been praying, talking to God about me, pondering, and fantasizing about me too. And when I see you, I won't have to identify you with any special Matthews or marks because God's word will be tattooed all over your heart.
And you will know me and locate me where the boldness of Esther meets the loving intimacy of Ruth, and the hospitality of Lydia aligns with the submission of Mary, which is engulfed in the tears of a praying Hannah. I'll be the one soaked in Proverbs 31, waiting for you!
I anticipate your Revelations, but this time from Genesis. I'll wait for you, and I’ll recognize you.
Love,
Fayvourebirth
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It's fascinating how I read this piece and I'm trying to wrap my head around it. A part of me says I relate more to this write than most people, and another part is confused about this piece. Notwithstanding, FR you've created magic once again 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
I was reading this piece and I noticed the play on words. For example, "I won't have to identify you with any special Matthews or marks because God's word will be tattooed all over your heart..." I read that sentence and I quickly got the word play and I was like this girl is good😏. At a point, I was like how do you do it? How do you come up with so beautifully structured writes as this which made me remember a quote by Yanni which says "Everything great that has ever happened to humanity has begun as a single thought in someone's mind, and if anyone of us is capable of such a thought, then all of us has the same capacity, capability, because we're all the same."
🤍2️⃣🫵🏾s, you never or haven't realised the potential to which this part of you can gain ascendancy.
You know I love reading your stacks cos it makes me see life in ways differently from the views I hold, thus, giving me the opportunity to air my views. So whilst reading through this particular write, I was asking myself questions like what is this lady writing about? Is she writing about a secret lover or admirer of hers or what? But I thought she said she wants to enroll for seminary school according to last week's write or what changed in 7 days?🤷🏾♂️ I was also thinking if you possibly wrote about God's kind of love to you, but NO! God didn't compliment you about your beautiful braids or nice looking gown so it ain't God. Na man!😅😂
Finally, you're in a dilemma about your love life. So choose today who you'll serve-Seminary school or God's kind of love to you through man?😏
In conclusion, What better write in the season of love than this here. Like I said earlier, you created magic again. I'm proud of you girl💫. Thank you for another beautiful piece.🌹
I think it’s beautiful how we can experience the genuine love of God through the people he places in our lives. Ofcourse, no one can truly love a person except they’ve experienced and know what it means love God.
It's fascinating how I read this piece and I'm trying to wrap my head around it. A part of me says I relate more to this write than most people, and another part is confused about this piece. Notwithstanding, FR you've created magic once again 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
I was reading this piece and I noticed the play on words. For example, "I won't have to identify you with any special Matthews or marks because God's word will be tattooed all over your heart..." I read that sentence and I quickly got the word play and I was like this girl is good😏. At a point, I was like how do you do it? How do you come up with so beautifully structured writes as this which made me remember a quote by Yanni which says "Everything great that has ever happened to humanity has begun as a single thought in someone's mind, and if anyone of us is capable of such a thought, then all of us has the same capacity, capability, because we're all the same."
🤍2️⃣🫵🏾s, you never or haven't realised the potential to which this part of you can gain ascendancy.
You know I love reading your stacks cos it makes me see life in ways differently from the views I hold, thus, giving me the opportunity to air my views. So whilst reading through this particular write, I was asking myself questions like what is this lady writing about? Is she writing about a secret lover or admirer of hers or what? But I thought she said she wants to enroll for seminary school according to last week's write or what changed in 7 days?🤷🏾♂️ I was also thinking if you possibly wrote about God's kind of love to you, but NO! God didn't compliment you about your beautiful braids or nice looking gown so it ain't God. Na man!😅😂
Finally, you're in a dilemma about your love life. So choose today who you'll serve-Seminary school or God's kind of love to you through man?😏
In conclusion, What better write in the season of love than this here. Like I said earlier, you created magic again. I'm proud of you girl💫. Thank you for another beautiful piece.🌹
I think it’s beautiful how we can experience the genuine love of God through the people he places in our lives. Ofcourse, no one can truly love a person except they’ve experienced and know what it means love God.
This speaks to me in so many ways.
Thank you Rebirth..🙏🏾